∞ Cross out everything you've done:

Had a beer.

Smoked a cigarette.

Done drugs. 

Wrote on a bathroom wall.

Read a George Orwell book.

Had a physical fight.

Used Twitter.

Listened to Lady Gaga.

Been in a car accident.

Gotten suspended.

Gotten expelled.

Been allergic to something.

Got a computer virus.

Touched a real gun.

Had a dog.

Had a cat.

Been pregnant.

Camped out.

Swam in the ocean.

Wore a bikini.

Driven a car.

Been sent to the principal.

Ever liked someone.

Failed a class.

Failed a test.

Went to summer school.

Got worse than a D.

Got all A’s, 

Read an entire book.

Recorded my own music.

Had an xbox.

Worn heels more than 3 days in a row.

Wore fishnets.

Wore skinny jeans.

Hated someone.

Been cheated on.

Cheated on someone.

Worn makeup.

Lied to my parents about where I was going.

Had surgery.

Had my driver’s license.

Been to college.

Graduated high school.

Attempted suicide. 

Self harmed. 

Worn colored contacts.

Painted my nails black.

Broken someone’s heart.

Had my heart broken.

Cried for an hour straight.

Lost something very valuable.

Got separated from one of my parents as a kid. 

Broken a bone.

Gotten stung by a bee.

Eaten something bad/expired.

Threw up from being so drunk.

Saw someone throw up from being so drunk.

Danced with someone of the opposite sex.

Owned an iPod.

Owned an iPhone.

Fell for a best friend.

Went far away from home for more than a week.

Moved out.

Ran away.

Had food poisoning.

Had a job.

Been fired.

Lied to a friend.

Lied to a family member.

Had a Facebook.

Posted a video on YouTube.

Started a rumor about someone.

Talked bad about someone.

Dropped out of school.

Deliberately failed a test. 

Been skinny dipping.

Counted to a million.

Counted to a thousand.

Ate rabbit meat.

Ate duck meat.

Had fast food.

Been to Church.

Been to Canada.

Been married.

Had a divorce.

Broke a glass.

Hugged someone today.

Texted someone today.

Received a phone call today.

Threw something out of the window. 

Ignored a text from someone on purpose.

Had my feelings hurt by a friend and never told them.

Wished you were somebody else.

(Source: violentskulls)

∞ Every entrance has its exit.: savemeefrommyself: Cut. Once. Twice. Three times. Watch the blood...

savemeefrommyself:

Cut. Once. Twice. Three times. Watch the blood flow. Not deep enough. Never deep enough. Numb yourself, numb the emotions. Feel nothing. Keep going deeper. Shit, too deep. Wait, never mind. Keep going. Quiet all the demons in your head; make them hide away for a little 

while. You need the silence. It’s the only escape. Feel the pain. Smile. Keep going, you need this. Feel it too much. You better stop now. I can’t. Soon it will be too late. The blood. It’s everywhere. It’s okay. Get up, clean the mess. Look in the mirror. Don’t recognize the person staring back at you. Search to find them once again. Smile. Close enough. That fake smile. You know it so well. It was just hidden. Try to take off the mask. The mask you wear every day. Can’t. It’s stuck. It’s always stuck. Whatever. Everything’s fine. Repeat the usual lie. I’m fine.   

(Source: mmelancholy)

There’s a difference, between cutting with a razor and cutting with sizzors. I’ve heard people say that to cut with sizzors is cutting for attention, because it leaves this great big scar etched upon your skin. To cut with sizzors, you have to scrape away every layer of skin, deeper and deeper until there’s just flesh, and then you keep going, over and over sawing away into yourself, until there’s nothing left.  You can accidently cut yourself with a razor.

nobody knows how painful it is